Looks like it is going to be another long night, because my boyfriend said he was going to do something and didn’t and now my mind is going to race a million miles a second before bed! Urgh…
Wish I knew what time I at least had to be there to pick him up in the morning, hoping 10 is okay with him because that’s when I’m going to get there.
What happen to the man that was in love with me 3 years ago that would do anything got me 😕😥😔
You’re the love of my life. I love you down to the deep pits of my heart. There is one thing that I have ALWAYS felt in our relationship and that is safe and secure. Mainly because I know that you are always there for me. I know that I can get ahold of you and talk when I need to, or when I need my boyfriend’s opinion. In this last week I have never felt further from you. I haven’t talked to you over 10 hours since this morning, I have no way of contacting. I have no security, no safe feeling, and you’re not there for me. You talked to me more when we were not together than you have in the past week. I know it’s not because you don’t love me because you have made that clear, but what I want to make clear is that I need communication to the love of my life to be in a strong relationship and that is not happening now. You told me you would give me a call when you got to mimaude’s. That was almost 3 hours ago! I haven’t heard anything!
What happened to that romance that we had, that everyone was jealous of. We had that love that everyone wanted. What happened to that? I know it’s still in there somewhere, I just know it.
I swear your not getting a new phone on purpose.
Just when I thought things were gonna change
Anne Lamott (via creatingaquietmind)
(Source: the-healing-nest)
If he loved me he would have stayed I’m here so I could sleep… Guess he doesnt.
Okay I think my rant is over now.
